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About This Blog


If you found this blog, it’s because somehow you actually care. In some curious way at least. I want you to know that I too really, really care. Wish I could articulate how I feel. When in doubt, when I feel out of place I always return to my principles and shelf my feelings. My weakness and strength is my inclination to think. To empathize.

I like it here, on this site. Here I can give away my thoughts, feelings. Stuff I can’t really express in the day. I hope I didn’t hurt you. And if I did, I am sorry. I didn’t mean to. It wasn’t my goal.

I have this blog because it allows me to vent. It relaxes me to write here. To express. And yeah, I hope you read it. I hope you find something worthwhile.

Lately, it’s been a lot of dark stuff. Sorta like a purging of junk. I’m very happy today and very fulfilled. But when I sit down to write, there’s this darkness that comes out. It is what it is.

If you read my thoughts I want you to understand that this place is a repository of beliefs, thoughts, and feelings. I write about what happened to me. The event’s that I’m responsible for. The good and the bad. They are my life. I write about you, the past, the present. I express love and lust. Life is so beautiful. I can’t give that beauty justice.

I’m sensitive. I am honest with you. So if I get hurt it’s because it really does hurt when lies, deceit, manipulation are the foundation of an experience, part of my life. I let reality flood into my soul. I’m unapologetic about that. So, together we have to be the best selves. I promise to work on being my best although I will fall short and occasionally let you down. I’m sorry. Please forgive me.

Relationships evolve, take time. I promise to value everyone in my life as a person with a soul. Not an object or a target.

If you did read my blog, please let me know. Send me a message via my contact page.

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